Oh L - I haven't cried like this with missing my grandma in a long time. I didn't anticipate this - not at all. But while watching the church service happening at the church I grew up in, on Facebook just now, such strong memories of my grandma, sitting next to her in church on Christmas Eve, listening to her singing, when the organ started up on Joy To The World, that was it, the dam broke, I started bawling. I miss her all over again and I miss you, too. I suppose it was inevitable. I'll be fine, just gotta feel all the feels for a bit. All is well.