It's probably a good thing that you said no to the letter but in my heart I still wish you would have said yes. I'll get over it of course. Especially since lately I've been "seeing" you in a quite different light, you know? Like, without all my projections and transference-y stuff. In a ridiculous kind of way, that's where all the magic was, you know? And I can continue with creating that new internal version of just-therapist-you. How long does this take, anyways? I am impatient!