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Old May 22, 2008, 11:31 PM
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Member Since: May 2008
Location: Wisconsin,USA
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I am having a really bad day. Lots of flashbacks and body memories and I don't understand why I keep having them. I feel broken, unhinged and scattered. I want to take the rubber band off my wrist, I want to feel the physical pain, can't deal with the emotional any more.Not even cuddling with my 5 week old grand daughter is helping. I just feel so sad, and I can't stop crying. I am so tired of being me, I want to disapear wish i could do so with out upsetting my daughters. Wish i didn't care.


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I am divorced and am a proud mother of three beautiful adult daughters. I have been recently made a grandmother, oh so happily, I might add. She is the pride and joy of my life.