Today I feel much better. Not fully recovered but better. I have some sort of snotty thing in my throat, and feels as a size of a ping pong-ball. My brother went far up north with his family on skiing. It was his first time too. Our parents, they didn’t had afford to make us visiting places like Åre or Sälen up north. And especially not some skiing equipment. I told my brother to watch my little nephews, ALL the TIME. Because accidents happens and if something happened to them I couldn’t live without any of them. I love them as if their were my own flesh and blood - witch in one way they are.

But I did some walk today. It was chilly but not that chilly. -3 C (26,6 F) and now at night -9 C (15,8 F). I like winter but unfortunately the days will be now longer and longer. I say unfortunately, because I must watch myself extra in late March, entire April to the first half of May. That, so I avoid triggering me spring depression. But I’ve learned myself, I adapt too. Evolve into something durable and stronger.

That’s the most interesting things with us humans and our minds: that we eventually evolve. We get through things better than before. And we learn ourselves on the way. I’m glad that my mom supported me through these hard years I had, my dad too. In the end, when no one wanted to help me when I needed the help as most, my brave mom and my brave dad was there. That is why I also after these years have so strong bond to them. Also, remember this:

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