They got here and we opened presents and I guess I feel kind of guilty. I feel like I got a lot compared to the others. From my mom I got a hoodie. It was only $12 though so it wasn't a huge amount. Then I got a pair of Vibes ear plugs since I lost my old ones in the move somehow and she got me a $75 Kohls gift card and 2 10 pound weights she got from 5 Below. My brother got me a Vans hat and my sisters family got me a book on haunted locations in my state, 2 bags of candy, a $25 Starbucks gift card, and a $75 Amazon gift card.

It was just a lot and more variety then I normally get. I gave everyone $50 gift cards and my nephews got toys. I know Christmas isnt about presents but I've always felt like I've gotten more then my sister. She just got a sweater and a $100 Amazon gift card. My brother in law only got a gift card from my mom. My mom thinks shes being fair but I don't think she is. I mean, I got a hamster when I was 9, well the cage, I picked out the hamster a few days later. My sister never got a hamster. I think it hurts her feelings and it hurts mine too as an adult but its not like I can say anything to my mom.

I think I'm just overwhelmed. I often do get overwhelmed during Christmas.