Today feels strange. There's a strange looking coin on the dresser that I have no memory of. Another strange thing is that I hate the taste of coffee to the point that it makes me feel sick but the other day I found myself drinking coffee and it tasted so good. Christmas is lonely. I shouldn't have went to the mall two days ago because it was filled with people and now I have a sore throat and a headache which makes my dreams become nightmares. It's probably covid omicron. In two days I get the booster shot though. Not sure if that will help. I'm thinking about making a youtube channel to help with the loneliness, but there are a lot of cruel people on youtube. Some people disable comments but that kind of defeats the purpose of posting videos for loneliness.