Hope everyone had a lovely Christmas

Steve is sick as a dog he was really out of it when he got home yesterday. Early this morning he woke up and really struggling to catch his breath. Eventually it has improved but lungs are trashed.

Was going to take him into town for official Covid test but going to wait until tomorrow and see what our doctor wants us to do.

Seems like every 4-5 hours we are hearing of more people from the wedding getting sick. Steve’s sister her husband and daughter is sick now also.

My sole focus is on keeping Steve upright. I simply don’t have time to waste on the whole cluster F that has happened in regards to my Geodon. I feel pretty bad physically I am having some auditory hallucinations. Ugh!! . Now that Steve and I are quarantined. I won’t be seeing Richard the 5th but I don’t know if they will refill my medications or not since I won’t be able to make it to an appt??? I’m kind of at that point where I honestly dont care.

Once things settle down somehow I am going to call every single provider that prescribes psych meds. I need someone new .. Dr Graves would never have left me hanging like this. I have no faith that I will ever get proper care there anymore. 13 years and it was amazing. Now ? Pure garbage. I know I am not the only one dealing with this.

Anyway I really hope that one day soon somehow my stress will decrease even if it’s just a little. Of course I hope and pray I don’t get sick. Hell one of us has to be semi healthy.

Thanks for the support my friends

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