There's so much that I keep starting to write here and stopping myself. things about this whole "relationship" that I'm starting to understand now that I'm on the other side of it. I mean it all worked the way it was supposed to (I think anyway) I just wish that it hadn't taken me so dang long to see what I was doing for probably the last couple of years. Also I do know, looking back, that you DID try to talk about it more than once but I wouldn't have anything of it. So it was all just a part of my process I suppose... so I'm grateful to you for letting me continue until I was ready to see it for myself. I kinda wish you could know that I'm realizing all of this now but maybe it doesn't matter to you because I finally got to the ending point, and the how doesn't matter anymore. I dunno. You keep popping into my head at least once a day.