I don’t feel this new job is going to work out— it’s insanely busy here so the hands-on training has been very spotty. I don’t really think I’m doing a very good job, and I don’t enjoy it. The problem is, I don’t know what else I would do for a living. I honestly love creating art and crafting, but those professions are infamous for not paying much. Not that I need a lot, honestly— but I’ve got lots of bills, student loans, car payments, etc. that I need to take care of every month. I’m tired and depressed at this point. I feel like giving up. I feel like I’ll never find a job that I love that will pay me enough to live on. I got into pharmacy because it was easy— the math and science were not tough— and because of the expected job growth. And truth be told, it’s been a great source of job stability through the pandemic. But I’m tired of it now. I’m bored and burnt out. My interest is gone and I don’t want to deal with people anymore. I just want to draw.

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