Coffee, nicotine.. feeling sick from the nicotinie. But that's fine.

I smoked some weed and lost my novelty seeking. I tried to fix it by taking a double shot of tequila and it didn't help. Yesterday, I took some alprazolam with 2x ciders and took a 2 hour nap. So alcohol really isn't good for me.

I took phenibut, 0.25mg of clonzepam, 0.25g of shrooms and an extra Vyvanse with the Dexedrine. I over did it.

I think this is the max as bad as my drug use can get right now.

I should have just taken nothing. I would have been much better off. I have a headache.