I am 40 years old and a survivor of childhood abuse, bullying, attempted murder, and spousal infidelity. I now have depression, anxiety, PTSD, and severe attachment issues. Therapy does not work on me and so I have been studying psychology in my free time to arrive at a solution. In five years I have only had limited progress. The path ahead of me is likely to be long and difficult with a highly uncertain probability of success. At what point is it rational to decide that I am too broken to ever be fixed and there is no point to life as the chronic suffering is too intense?