It took me a long time to fall asleep last night. I felt sick like I had covid or something. Finally at 9 I fell asleep. But I had basically been up since 11:30 Saturday night. So almost 24 hours. I think that extra 20 mil geodon does legit help with my sleep. I woke up at 6:30 feeling super hot and headachy and nauseated and anxious. I took a long hot shower. I took an Advil and a valium. So far no relief. I don't know if its lack of Geodon or sleep or if I'm getting sick or just some other stuff. I don't know what other stuff that would be though.

My doctor screwed up on my Geodon 80 and gave me one a day when I take 2 a day. So now I'm going to run out on january 14th when I should have enough to get me to Feburary. I'm not concerned since I know my doctor wont let me go without it. It may be a severeal day long headache getting it fixed but he wont let me go without it especially since it was his mistake.

But today I dont feel like having my normal 3/4 cans of zero sugar sodas or my pitcher of decaf or matcha iced tea. Even the caffeine free zero sugar sodas I don't want right now. I just had one maple Coke and a serving of Tyson nuggets for breakfast. I do have my meals planned out.

I just feel off today.