well first are you guided from within your own inner truth?
if so then seeking someone to share life with will become easier
you may need to get to know yourself really well first and you can use
astrology counseling etc,, I foundthat the harmony of my energetic tendencies
to help a lot for that I recommend mayan majix and plug in your birthday
I am a guy raised by emotionally codependent unavailable parents and my mom got kicked out of
counseling because she did not want to help me get into a career life suited to my god given gifts