I called the pharmacy about the geodon. All I did was try refilling it. They said they had to contact my doctor and I'll leave it at that tonight. Then I called the actual office about the 80 mil situation and I left a message.

I don't feel as terrible as I did even 1.5 hours ago but I did take my last valium half an hour ago. Its early but I've had all my meds already minus my melatonin. I think I just havent been sleeping good these last 2 nights and my med management has been a bit wonky. I've been taking the correct doses for the most part but the times have been off.

I did not get any shopping done today like I wanted to. Grocery or retail. My nephews are still here. I figured I wouldnt get anything done today. I think my sister and brother in law are on on their way but that doesnt mean anything. By the time they are all out the door it could be another couple hours from now.

I'm just tired I guess from these last 2 nights of poor sleep and I am guessing my low moods are from the lack of geodon and also just general holiday burn out although it is not severe whatever it is that I am feeling.