I feel better except for my calves that are really bothering me so I’ve been on the couch relaxing today. I’ve been worried about getting the house straightened for my daughter’s visit tomorrow. A good friend reminded me that she’s coming to visit me and not the house. I will rest for the remainder of the day and hit it hard tomorrow. Hopefully.

It didn’t bother me a bit to cancel my therapy appointment. I’ve started dreading them. She nags and denigrates me, is not supportive and only wants to talk about my family. I have deep issues that will be with me until they are resolved and I’d rather focus on that. I’m just not sure how to let her go. The first 4 months were filled with phenomenal growth and then it just petered out and she changed…or I did. Maybe I’ve outgrown her. I’m still going strong with my first therapist.

I hope everyone has a peaceful evening.