Dear K,

Is it weird that when I am at the 'in laws' I pretend somewhat in my head that I am with you and your family? I'm not sure that it/they reminds me of you, more that.... I don't know really. I don't know why I don't just accept it for what it is and be grateful for it... I guess I'm still needing the safety and secureness of the relationship that we had, and this is one way I can try to recreate it. I'm not sure I fully understand it to be honest, but it's nice, in a way....