ExT - I appreciated your Christmas text message and that it was ok to message you back. It was lovely to hear from you, but it was also difficult not being able to be honest about how things really are.... because you're not my T anymore, and I felt a certain responsibility to play the "I'm ok" part, like it's what you're expecting? Not sure if that makes sense. It does in my head, but perhaps not so much written down.

Current T - we have a two week break, and I'm not sufficiently attached to you (yet) that I'm counting down the days until we talk again. In fact I'm more concerned that it will be harder to get back into it again come the 5th January. We haven't been working together for very long and we're still at the trust building stage. I've never before had a problem with taking as much time as I needed to in getting to the 'feeling comfortable with a T stage', but now I feel almost impatient to reach it. I know it can't be forced though. It takes as long as it takes.

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