I did something kinda dumb last night. But this is the best I've felt in days so I feel like it was worth it.
So because of all that I feel a lot better today mental health wise as I often do after I have a night like that. I got a lot of shopping done. I got some grocery shopping done and I also spent my Kohls gift card.
The pharmacy wont refill my geodon 20 because its too early. So I'm hoping the 25 lamictal gets me through these next few days. I do really need to figure out the 80 mil situation though. I wonder if the entire office is out since they arent returning my calls and they are usually good about that.