I have nothing to add to what Soupe has so kindly and thoroughly suggested, except that you will come through this. You just will. I am sending you strength and friendship.
Oh - grown children. I have 2; a son (33) who is a mature, responsible man. My daughter (36) is close to becoming a university professor, obviously excels in the academic world...and has the emotional maturity (outside of her "circle") of a girl in her late teens. Go figure. I'm hoping that by the time she's 40 she'll grow up.
Little ones were a joy and SO easy compared to them when they grow up!!
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