I’m so down today. I’m hoping it just lack of sleep. But seriously thinking of quitting all meds. Just got my insurance statement for the year. What my insurance paid for meds was more than I get from SSDI to live on in a whole year. That is so ridiculous. It is mostly my AP that racks up the price. I’m just so irritated again and finding everything just too much. I’ve taken my hearing aids off as any sound sets me off. Wish I could just sleep and disappear into one of my colorful wacky dreams.