I think I had sticker price shock. Seeing how much my insurance doled out for the whole year, was alarming. More spent on one drug than I get in a year to live on. And then to think of how many people are taking it besides me. Man big pharma is a big con game. I hate that I contribute to their bottom line. But yeah I’m stable, just sleep deprived. I’ve been stable ever since I started taking it and for the most mart it’s mono therapy, all my other psych meds are to try and get me to sleep. They are the ones that are failing. My bipolar is stable. But I do have side effects and need meds for those side effects not to mention if I go off I automatically lose weight with no effort and can quit all the rest of the meds except my thyroid med. of course my sleep would become much worse and I’d swing wildly. And at my age I can’t handle the swings physically. So yeah. I’ll stay on my meds.