I feel hopeless and lost... I feel like I have no sense of who I am or what I want to do with my life anymore. I feel paralyzed when it comes to making decisions, because I am 100% positive I'm going to make the wrong one. I hate my new job and don't plan to stay there for much longer. The thing is, I don't want to be a pharmacy technician anymore, if I'm going to be completely honest. But what else would I be? I feel rudderless and I don't like it. I'm having a phone discussion with a career coach in January, and I have two interviews set up for part-time work next week. I just don't want to do anything. I have no motivation. I just want to curl up under the covers and snuggle my kitty. I feel like I have a lot of options out there... but I don't know what they are.