You all said such wonderful things! I'm going in order that they were posted, or at least trying to, LOL. I'll need to eat something before I return here to reply to each and every one of your responses. You all had such awesome and insightful things to say! I can relate so much to what all of you have said, but I want to re-read your posts/replies to soak it all in - once I curb my hunger, LOL. I feel less alone in this online struggle.