I have had such a HORRIBLE month in general. My b/f and I broke up. He gave me a knife for V Day and that has been soooo triggering. Plus tonight my BESTESt friend ever tells me we have to talk about our friendship. I am frustrating her and she is very annoyed. She knows I cut and supports my urges since I am trying to quit. But she said she thinks sometimes I can control the urges, but I say I can't. i explained that screwups happen when trying to stop but she is so upset. oh m gosh i just can't handle anything else in my life right now. I have been cutting on my arm with a shard of jagged glass 2nite. Earlier I tried burning at school (paperclip & lighter). I dont know what to do. I put glass in my purse, i have a feeling i will be taking many bathroom breaks 2morrow. please any advice????