Christmas Day on my own was liberating. Actually invited to lunch by mother on Boxing Day. My aunt was there. Neither asked me if I'd had a good day. Aunt was probably being tactful. Mother talked about Christmas Day at my brother's house. Know we don't have any strict covid rules in place in England this year (unlike last) but at one time there were people from five households there

Haven't felt this degree of liberation in ages. Next decision is new year. At moment, don't want to go anywhere or feel obligated to. I know that sooner or later, mother will revert to the unacceptable behaviour. Sounds selfish but I'm liking pleasing myself