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Default Dec 30, 2021 at 01:55 AM
 
I thought it didn't make sense. My mum got frustrated because she knows I have the tendency to obsess about things. She says to me that she thinks sometimes something up with the doctor. Like I don't know I just find it weird that he's like worried I mean I'm pretty healthy. Like the weight gain was medication if anything I'm more frustrated that instead of treating the root cause of my illness, lack of support from the mental health people and just blaming my family for my issues. Like how does he expect me to overcome my PTSD which is the root cause of my insomnia, if no one helps me. Also 10 sessions is f all for what I have going on. Like there neglecting me like those assholes neglected and failed my family. They mistreated my mum too. I just so sick of the labels because it literally did nothing for me, like the BPD label ment no one took me seriously. Just you'd think people would be reasonable or compassionate but I havent seen any level of compassion or reasonableness from these professionals apart from like drug me. Not to mention that organisation in Rockingham failed my sister too they made her get off all her meds when she's bipolar. I mean, all this time I thought I was difficult but they truly didn't do that much for me..I'm still fighting for adequate care in a country that doesn't understand how trauma impacts every aspect of your life. So if I'm depressed and angry, I'm not exactly insane. Like it's not that terminal illness it's just mental illness and honestly drugging me didn't cure the PTSD, ocd it just gave me high cholesterol and made me gain 27kg. So really I'm frustrated
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