I miss having therapy with you. Really miss it. That was a stage of my life that I didn't want to give up, I guess. I enjoyed it. It took us a long time to get there but I enjoyed the safety I felt. I enjoyed the warmth I felt. I enjoyed the positivity I felt. I enjoyed being allowed to be me, both with you and out in the world. I enjoyed feeling like you were on my team. And then COVID cave along and disrupted things for a long time. And then life happened for you and you decided you couldn't do it any more. And that left me out in the cold. Trying to find.... ?? What am I trying to find I wonder? Me? A new 'team mate'? God knows. I just know I miss you like crazy and I wish I was coming back to sessions in the new year 😭😭😭😭😭😭