I feel so much better after having the 20mil Geodon back in my system. I slept so good last night for the first time in about a week. We kind of have decided to go to my old state in March to so I can have an in person pdoc appointment. It will be interesting seeing him. I'm not sure how I'll feel afterwards.

I went out this morning to a few grocery stores. I stopped at Binnys and got this box of canned alcohol free wine type thing. I've had some alcohol free wine but that was in 2014. Now there is such a huge variety in general of alcohol free products. I didn't look as much as I wanted to. My mom was buying and I didnt want to have to pull out my ID because I was worried there would be issues. Honesetly until I get a new ID which means changing my gender its probably wise to stick with my mom while I'm out in general.

We stopped at 5 Below and they have a nice selection on weights and other workout equipment. I doubt the stuff will be there much longer but I got everything I needed.

We stopped at my sisters to feed her cats they are at my brother in laws parents house. The state of my sisters house makes me really sad. It was a complete mess. It looks like they are hoarders. The basement is a nightmare. They have so much stuff and none of it is organized. They didnt even do the dishes before they left. It really is quite concerning and probably more so to my mom who already has the stress of my brother and I to deal with. They are trying to move to a bigger house but I don't even know where they would begin.