5 more days until S gets back in touch with K. I wonder what you’re thinking will happen? You know what I’m hoping for, and I know you’re worried I’ll end up being disappointed. I’m not sure how to feel, even now. One minute excitement, the next, dread.
Still, I’ve been doing surprisingly well over Christmas itself, considering, and not gone half out of my mind with anxiety. This time last year I wouldn’t have managed that, if we’d been in the process then.