Hey Julianne, I dont think I've replied to any of your posts before...

Its sounds like he doesnt really understand whats going on with you, it's like he's not taking part like you are (if you get what I mean) - so instead of just trying new things and hope he gets the idea, why dont you just talk to him?

Are you open with eachother about sex?

I know you told us not to advise you to do this but.... you can be suprised what a little communication can do. Open up to him and tell him all of this, that you have become more interested in it and see what his reaction is... what have you got to lose?

Well done for taking the first step of trying to get things going by giving him oral, even though u might not have got the response you wanted, dont let it put you off and keep trying... Im sure deep down he really appreciates it.

babyg xXx

P.S - I agree with BalishBun, Cosmopolitan magazine is great! xXx