My mom wants me to go to immediate care to get this pain and other stuff checked out. I've tried dealing with it with my meds and other coping skills because I just think its anxiety. The pain is mostly a night time thing but I haven't been able to eat much for 2 days and I don't know if its just getting off those 3 meds or what. My mom says I should go tomorrow. I just hate to go if it is just my anxiety because health care places need to focus on covid right now. Not some guy with a stomach ache. I see my primary in 2 weeks. I don't have a fever. Maybe I'll try to wait until it gets real bad or until my doctors appointment.

My mom was in a slight accident today. No damgage to her car. She was at her doctors office. But the lady who hit her was rattled and the front of her car was banged up but thats not where she hit my mom. The security guard said it was the ladys fault and said the lady was acting strange. They exchanged insurance cards and my mom spent a long time on the phone with her insurance agent this afternoon. But I guess everything is ok. At least with my mom.

My brother is acting strange and the state of my sisters house has me worried. Maybe it is just nerves? Not sure why I was peeing neon yellow the other day though.

My Amazon stuff is stressing me out too. I cant figure out whats going on with it. I have 2 orders that seem so screwed up in so many ways plus 2 other Amazon issues I'm hoping will just go away if I ignore them.

I've needed my oral fixation coping skills 4 nights in a row and I wasn't using them at all for awhile. Thats how stressed I am.

My gatorade water bottle is helping my anxiety. The water is not helping my stomach. Dumb catch 22.