I've needed some form of oral fixation for almost 5 days. I've used it for 3 nights. I'm guessing its just how I'm responding to stress. Probably covid and post holiday blues stuff. I haven't needed anything in awhile and 3 nights in a row is really unusual. So tonight is night number 4 and I really didnt want to use the other one again but I havent been able to find my gatorade water bottle my non accepting no autism knowledge last T suggested. Although it was a pretty good suggestion and it does help a ton. I was trying not to make a big deal out of not being able to find it but finally tonight I just had my mom help me look for it and she found it and didnt ask any questions. My stomach is still queasy for some reason so I dont feel like drinking a bunch of water or eating dinner. But overall I coped well today.