I woke up at 1:30. I've had 4 cans of Mountain Dew one being a 16oz can instead of a 12oz can. I also had a trenta iced tea lemonade. So I feel a little bit crappy today physically and anxiety wise. I'm trying to take a break from social media and Amazon and other online stuff today and watch Project Runway episodes I haven't seen. My Amazon issues were stressing me out but it seems like at least one of them is fixed. My gift card was refunded which is good. Someone on another thread said Amazon is acting goofy now that Bezos does his space thing now.

We're getting pizza tonight but I havent stayed up until midnight in years. Some years I'll get up like at quater to midnight but its not going to be a big deal if I don't this year.

Yeah I'm depressed as well and I'm wondering if I legit need my shot every week and even doing it every 1.5 weeks causes my moods to swing so much and my sleep to be bad.

I dont feel good again and I dont want to go out now while its late with all this recent crime. And tomorrow places will probably be filled with people doing stupid things while drunk tonight. So I'm just trying to hang on this weekend. I think I'm just drinking way too much in general. Even water. I think I'm just overhydrated. At least I think thats one of my problems.

I'm eating the right stuff when I do eat though.