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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic
I was asexual for well until my late twenties so I kind of get this. It’s like everyone changed but me. I ended up having surgery on my ovary for something else and it gave me normal periods and suddenly I liked guys but still didn’t have sex until like 40. It’s all a continuum there is no pure sexuality so ive stopped trying to define myself. It also changes over time.
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I know.. I just like to ditch/dismiss the whole of existence which is dangerous. Idk why my thoughts can be so dark. I have insight - But sometimes I don't trust my own thoughts - Transmitted through satellites.
I don't mean to be creepy by talking about sex - It's like a schizotypal PD thing.
When I was a kid, my grandmother mentioned how I'd mimic cartoons. "He thinks he's a cartoon character" - So my mom enrolled me in an acting class. Same with martial arts, I stopped cuz I was freaked out about what it was all for. I wasn't aware enough.
But thanks. I'll be ok.