There are a lot of aspects of my personality that i hate and a certain past event which i am trying to forget and move past but every two minutes i have a voice or hallucination reminding me of how disgusting i am.
In some ways I really feel like I deserve it and should put up with schizophrenia but in other ways I am just so fed up. I am going through a stressful period in my life at the moment (my sister died recently and consequently, my mum is very depressed) and every time i have some spare time for myself, it is interrupted by voices.
Any one else out there finding it this tiring?