Dear T,
No it’s not been a great holiday time. We got stuck home in a useless quarantine. I wanted to spend Christmas with my grandma and could not. I missed her, my parents, everything about my people. I don’t know why i hated to be stuck home with my family - I feel guilty about this. I feel guilty towards my girl, she’s totally drained me, us. I feel i/we have failed her big time.
Now I’m so angry at you having been away for one month on some wonderful holiday but at the same time miss you like never before. But I got pneumonia, so when you’ll text me saying “is next Wednesday ok for you?” I’ll have to say “no thanks, see you somewhere in the future”.
Great start. Rant over.