I understand. You need them. I mean, your relatives. You need a social support net.

You know...just now I’m only asking myself about how hard is your situation but mainly in primary needs. I mean, the fact that it’s not possible for you to work outside home. Don’t you have any aid in this respect?
Because I know the lack of the necessary incomes to survive makes all worse.

I can guess it you spent the day in bed and feeling despair and sad. This is depression when it takes place long term. That’s why I stressed on the idea to see a psychiatrist so you can guess a diagnosis written on a paper.

Is there someone around you that you feel comfortable talking to? Someone you see as more understanding? I tell you because it could be a good step to talk clearly to this person about what you are going through. People use to learn from what they see in others and maybe this especial person might be the key to open doors for other relatives or your siblings.
Do you feel strong enough to talk to this person. If ever he or she exists.