With holidays in the recent past, I guess a lot of us feel back to the drawing board, so to speak. I see my therapist in a little while. I like him, but I feel I've been saying the same things over and over. His suggestions are good ones, but he likely feels I'm resistant to taking them. I sort of am. Truth is, I need to get past my waiting pattern and do something more to transition into my new home country. I've blamed my husband a bit for holding us back, but I am an adult. I can start doing things on my own, as scary and frustrating as some things can be. A baby step is better than no step.