My vacation time is over and I am having major anxiety about going back to work. We lost a big client last week on my team, and our VP was asking my team what kind of value we provide to our clients. Well, wtf? Get someone in a leadership role who can lead our team and who can explain the value to clients properly. The VP doesn't know anything about my field, nor should he pretend that he does, so he is not the one.

I have a client meeting today that I am nervous about and I am rallying team members to ask our VP to pay for a much needed software tool that we need to do our work. I am nervous about both meetings.

Ugh, welcome back from vacation. I have to remember how I felt over Christmas, which was grateful to even have a job.