I was prescribed propranolol for a little bit. But since I'm a heavy smoker I can't really take the full 10mg dose without feeling breathless so to say. I think lately what's been beating me down the most is the depression and anxiety. I have an extreme fear of going back on antipsychotics, I haven't been on them since I was an adolescent.

My job doesn't help that sometimes in the middle of night I have to leave to do my job duties. I'm just extremely terrified of going on medicine. But I'm losing my mind staying in bed most days. Poor appetite, I'm usually a real social person but I haven't talked to my friends in a few days.

Doesn't feel like psychosis I have some symptoms but no hallucinations or delusions.