I'm so sorry NotFit. Sounds like you having a real struggle. I understand, we all need someone, right. Somehow I feel like the festive season is so much more alienating for those of us who don't have the social or family support we need.


Please hang in there. I really hope you can find some therapeutic support. Also wondering whether having a pet might be an option for you? I found 2 cats during the last year, and it's truly been an amazing comfort.


Warm regards

Eejya