HI Zenobia.

Wow you've really handled your life pretty-dam-good! I'm impressed with your inner strenght as I read.

Perhaps just doing what your doing now, writing here about your present "struggles" will be the resting point you sound you need right now?

I remember reading a book on depression and how it described what it might be like to climb a mountain. Just keep going, don't look down and when you need to rest, just know its a ledge that you are resting on, and not a fall backwards before you continue the journey to the top.

Take care.