I wonder how many meltdowns and explosions I have left to experience and inside of me.

I've had countless since you've........

Just like the one now that I'm having

11:PM
Tears streaming
Nose stopped up
Looking at your bed in our room
Wondering if it's truly empty
With my head on your pillow filled with your toys
On the night before Thanksgiving
As I listen to my neighbors celebrate life and each other with a house full of light and people
As I sit in the dark
Empty