Hi Kendyll,
I don't know anything about borderline schizophrenia. Hopefully you will be able to get some information on that.

As far as people talking to me when I'm not present, I actually don't know I just realized lol. Overall, people think I'm quite eccentric, sometimes childlike. Someone who likes to play as well as do creative "grownup" things. Some just think I'm weird . I think they just talk to me regular though.

From what I do know, when I'm not present, oftentimes, life just goes on and questions are answered or tasks are done and no one is the wiser, I think. T said sometimes it's obvious (to her) that I'm gone, and sometimes it's more difficult to tell. My daughter seems to be able to tell the easiest, probably because she's known me for so long and grew up with how mom just is.

After this is all said and done, I just realized my post is absolutely no help haha, I'm sorry. I did want you to know I read your post and I care though. I hope you find your answers soon.