I try to work to do my class wokrs
And i start feeling so scared so vervous and than i get frustrated at because of those feeling. I start to cry. when something doesn`t turn out i bite my fingers and panic and freak out. And htin k ther eis no time left.

Last semester i had iot really bad the pressure and the fear and the panic and the anger and was desperate and thought i wasn`t going to make it.

But as i see things in a more realistic way i understand that i am exactly like all students and i was just being hard on myself

But now i got used to fear and to panic and freak out. I feel it especially if i decide i will do it and enjoy it i start feeling this physical feeling pf self hatred kicking in. Today i felt the physical pain i had afer being sexualy abused once....really pain dow there,

I don`t know what to do, since i need to do the works for sunday

Does anybody have a clue?
It`s really strange because if i escape the struggle and go do something else i feel how life becomes pointless. I HAVE to deal with it and i am scared and I feel like i have a trauma form studies

What would you say about me?

That i am over sensitinve? That i have sort of enxiety?

I was just unsure of where to post it..in enxiety forum or in Post traumatic stress disorder,,but in the end i know this is NON OF THEM. It may be the same direction ....

??