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Mountaindewed · 05:44 PM

Jeopardy spoilers. Well not technically but I'll still hide them just in case.

Possible trigger:

my mom has no idea that I have been googling the jeopardy results before each episode. I play along and ask how Amy is doing. Even though I already know. When Amys time is up I will have already known and then I'll tell my mom I've been googling and knowing the results for weeks. I just didn't want to spoil it for her since she gets so into the game when theres an excellent player like Amy. Although I do wish they'd cut out the trans crap. She's an outstanding player which has nothing to do with her gender.

Its just a fun thing I've been doing.

Possible trigger:

I'm thinking I'll feel a lot better if I take my last 60mil geodon along with my 160. I havent taken anything yet besides 2 melatonin. So I guess I should try my normal dose first and see how I feel. That may be all I need. I did take a 6th valium a couple hours ago My anxiety is decent. My mom still has the bottle.

I'm in bed despite it still being early. Lately I've been going to bed and just hanging out for a couple hours until my meds kick in and then I turn on my music and fall asleep. If I don't get disrupted it normally works well and I wake up at a semi normal time. At least thats been the routine since I've gotten my geodon back last week.