So it’s been a year now since my mom said for the first time she wanted to get divorced. My life crumbled back then, my parents have been together for 30 years. I’m 23. Covid has ruined it all… lockdown, problems with money, self esteem, everything. I don’t think my mom is thinking clear.

Every time they fight I feel like my life crumbles down. Maybe I’m dependant or something. I have BPD and major depressive disorder, which doesn’t help much huh.

My mother asked my father today again, darkness filled my whole life and now I feel there’s no hope. I don’t know how to make it through the night. I feel miserable.