Thanks, @Bill3

I still feel like crap though. It's a feeling in my stomach all the way to my throat and my forearms are crying out for relief.


The urges are still there. But they are waxing and waning some which should make it more tolerable....at least it's not a constant pounding. Except sometimes the waxing part get spikey and that hurts! So I hope it is a tapering off kind of waxing and waning and not an unpredictable waxing and waning.


I have some painting I want to do tomorrow and I forgot to study for my religious class tomorrow so I texted the lady I do the class with and asked her if it was okay if we just have a chat session instead of doing the lesson, since I didn't do it yet. Totally spaced it! She said that was fine. So at least some pressure is off.


I did let my parents know, so they are clued into what is going on with me. That will help, I think. At least it is better than me hiding it from them. And maybe they can be a support.


HUGS Kit