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Originally Posted by Desoxyn
I didn't like the destruction that I caused to myself. But it had to be done - Because of trauma. My mom passed her trauma onto me.
She said that all she knows of what love is - Is from my grandmother. She chose asshole men like what happened in 2020. I had to take care of her when she took a friends Tramadol while drunk. I haven't felt as bad as I have that day. She cried in front of me and my sister saying "I'm a bad mother".
And recently I've been lashing out at her and she must feel awful. I wanted to stand up to myself and my sister to her ex and I can't go back and do that so I have so much regret. I need to stop and just be happy. It's extremely sad. |
Parents definitely have their own traumas and often the only escape is the dilution over the generations....freedom comes with less contact....have you considered living on your own again?
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