I should.. I should live on my own.. I'll ask my family to help me. I make my own appointments, go to work, plan my day, addiction improved, stronger and more aware. Although I'm still a little dependent.

I just need to be more mindful and kick bad thought habits. I'm saving a lot of money being in this place with my mom (She is as well). My life wouldn't change much if I moved out - Cuz all I do is sit on the computer all day, learning, understanding (At a increasingly higher rate than 2-3 years ago).

It's good now that my mom is being responsible. If it gets bad again, I will have no choice but to move out right away. My dad said that I won't be broke if something bad happens.

Don't mind me.. Just ranting, etc.

My sister will move back to town this year with her bf to save money. So we'll all be together, doing things. In 5 years? I don't know where I'll be. No one knows with the state of the world.

I have insight that the dependency could be controlling me - And I just have to be aware of that. But also, I don't want to be in a worse place than I am now - My life is good.. I just need to heal and be more aware.